INcoMplEte without you....

So many memories with you....
good days, bad days, happy days, sad days, sunny days, stormy days...you were always there...
but since you've been gone, it seems that every day is not complete, it just seems that the days could be better.
You always had a way to make me happy, even tho i'm a pretty emotional person, you always seemed to know how to balance me out, but now....I just can't seem to find the balance.

When you first left, I didn't want to accept it, and it was really hard for me to face reality....well actually, i'm only starting to get used to it all now!
biking by the kaisha, and seeing that empty house, all the hima free nights and days...yeah, its pretty sad....
well, these days i'm trying to keep myself busy...work, sleep, house duties, school, you know what i mean, doing something keeps your mind off of everything else.
but even then sometimes when I stop, take time to look at old photos of me and you, read all those "cheering up" cards and letters that you wrote me...and reading your blog, all those good memories of us fly back to me and makes me a wanna cry!
If I had one wish...I would wish that I could go back to those days of being with you.

Thank you for being my best freind. I could never thank you enough.
you will always be that sunshine in my life...I know that you're not gone forever, and that one day we will be able to laugh about all those (these) sappy days (ahem*) hehe...so i guess i'll just have to be strong for now...eh?
oh and btw the only reason why im working my buttttt off is to see you agiain! hehe! (seriouslY*)

well, I love you and will love you always.

love your bestest freind Mari