I has a sad

I REALLY REALLY REALLY miss lot's of things...and I just let myself think about it today. I never thought I'd see the day, but I am officially EMO...at least I feel that way, you can ask Gabe to confirm that. (pst...I even hug him from time to time)

I MISS....

-Gene
-sleeping with him
-cuddling with him
-just randomly putting my hand up his shirt (I prob miss that the most)
-my room being messy (yeah, can you believe it. I've lost my mind!)
-Laura
-getting hugs
-squeezing her boobs
- her squeezing mine
-both their kisses
-someone to talk to
-all our home members being home
-having a choice on the schedule
-having free time during the day (welcome to the real world, I know!)
-sometimes eating breakfast cuz it's yummy (cuz Mercy made it)
-seeing happy people (besides Pandita)
-not being sick
-not being tired all the time
-being able to sleep
-feeling happy
-not feeling stressed all the time
-not being sad (told you I was EMO)
-hanging out
-watching so SYTYCD
-smelling Mercy's perfume after she just put on her make up
-going on walks with Mercy
-Mercy getting excited about a tiny little thing she found or got or a photo she took etc..
-Meg's laugh and big eyes
-Meg's usual mistakes around the house
-me watching Meg exercise (lol, pathetic I know)
-hearing Oli sniff or sneeze around the house (if you read this don't take it personally I said I miss it!)
-going into the girls room other than to put my make up on
-seeing people
-eating with people

it's crazy and the month is not even 1/3rd through....sigh and I could think of so much more I miss.... if you think of me, say a prayer for me.

A happy, squishy, chum pic to end on.

We all have double chins...I'm loving it!
I miss you guys so much.